dread on nboughton.uk/tags/dread/Recent content in dread on nboughton.ukHugo -- gohugo.ioentpiddy@duck.com (Nick Boughton)tpiddy@duck.com (Nick Boughton)Sat, 14 Aug 2021 01:38:30 +0100What I've Been Missing/posts/what-ive-been-missing/Sat, 14 Aug 2021 01:38:30 +0100tpiddy@duck.com (Nick Boughton)/posts/what-ive-been-missing/Today I had something of an epiphany. I’ve been struggling with existential dread for some time. The last 6 months or so especially. There’s been a nagging voice at the back of my head that won’t let me forget that I’m going to die one day. That everything I experience, everything I love, everything that brings me any joy will be gone. That I will cease to exist and stop experiencing existence.